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Recently, I have just passed 40 days since I’ve been locked away and fully denied from my wife. This is by far the longest period of time that I didn’t get to cum, and my wife is proud of me for having made it this far. From my side, I’m actually really proud of my wife for having kept me locked away for so long, without caring too much about my constant frustration.

Part of the reason why I’ve been locked up for so long is also due to my keyholder being the girlfriend of my wife, meaning that both me and my wife have a hard time getting access to the key.

After about 30 days of being locked away, discussions started to pop up between me and my wife about my next release. I am really frustrated and she also understands that going on like this until November might be a little difficult in terms of my frustrations. Nothing is off the table just yet, but we are still discussing about my next release date.

Another aspect of planning my release involves how I will get to be released. Initially, my wife agreed for me to get a ruined orgasm, but nothing more was decided.

About a week ago I talked to a Redditor which suggested that I should get to cum to the same photos of my wife that I posted on Reddit. But all aspects of her skin would be pixelated out. This would ensure that even when I am released, I would get less than everybody else. Meaning a ruined orgasm and less of my wife as well.

Here are what some of the photos would look like:

I pitched this idea to my wife and she agreed to give it a try for my next release. Here is what we came up with so far. My wife would hand me the key to my chastity, and then lock me in a separate room. I would get to see the pixelated photos of her and ruin myself, but I’d have to make a video as proof and show it to her afterwards (I’ll consider uploading it as well). Then I must lock myself back up again and ask her to let me out of the room. I’ll then hand her the chastity key and she will do as she pleases with it.

The idea behind this is always being in chastity and denied from my wife. It’s sort of like getting out of physical chastity and being placed into a mental one. We are willing to give this idea a try and see if we will continue with it afterwards, or get another creative way for me to cum and be denied.

I asked my wife if she could ask her girlfriend for the key. Since my keyholder is a hands off person, I don’t have any contact with her. She just holds my chastity key in her house and that’s all her involvement.

I am not sure what her and my wife discussed, but my wife informed me that she can get the key the next time they meet each other. But my wife asked me if I am sure about this, as getting the key would mean that my wife will become my keyholder again until she gets to meet with her girlfriend again, making our current arrangement less exciting.

We are both still deciding on whether I should get my release sooner, or if I can still wait a little bit longer. I really want to get a release, but we both don’t want to temporarily suspend my keyholder. We were both hoping to wait until our wedding anniversary, when the girlfriend would have offered my wife the key, instead of my wife asking for it.

Still, the concept that my next release is going to be a ruined and denied experience, gets us both very excited. And thinking about it gets me even more frustrated.

Here are some photos/videos we made in the last days. It’s so frustrating to be around her but not allowed to do anything to her…

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